Did a little adding to a page on my tumbler, I added the story of me and Albert:D
Love is patient <3
I made a Deployment journal:D So he can read when he returns 1st months down few more to go! One day closer!
Deployment week#3
Heck yea time is going lil faster!!:D Even tho we still have bout 5 months to go but its okay gatta stay positive ONE DAY CLOSER! Tomorrow the 3 weeks will be over and we will start on week 4. I did his halloween care package:D it was so much fun and feels good to know i can spoil him rather than him spoiling me which i love <3 I still break down and cry like a baby but I know with him I have to be strong. Writing him letters and keeping myself busy has helped so much! At first, i didnt think it would of been- i dnt wanna say this easy but i can tolerate it better because I know he is doing what he love and I am so proud of him more than ever! I cherish every little thing that he does and says. I love my baby! <3 At first when other S/O would say “keep yourself busy” I would get so bugged because i heard it alot but GOD DAMN now I know they were ALL right! Keeping myself busy has helped so much! Ah thank you to all! taking day by day!!:D Love him and miss him more than anything in the world. Im not complete w. out him by my side.
Deployment day 5&6
It hasnt been easy for couple of days it wasnt either but i was able to text him and talk to him but know I dont :( Today I miss him even more. Its the kind of day that i need to be in his arms as he tells me everything will be okay. Its hard, it never easy:( but I promised him I will be strong and I have been trying my best. He is my strength to wake up everyday and go through my day. I love my baby!!! And being away from him is the hardest think I have had to do. But the hardest part was done saying good bye now I am one day closer to being in his arms. I been trying to get destracted but no matter what I do i will always think of my man day and night!!<3
Deployment day #2
OMFG! So Albert’s mom and lil brother are staying at my house for the week. And I woked up to getting ready for school and I see black chuck by my bed {Albert always wears black chucks but those were his lil brother’s}, *for a sec. i forgot albert wasnt home* so I yelled “Babe do you want b.fast before i go to school” then I remembered he isnt home he wont be home for 7 months, oh my heart burned and I just cried and cried:/ Will I be having these kind of moments alot?:(
Today someone told me “Oh your boyfriend is a Marine”
Me: “Yes why?” I knew that that conversation was going no where.
Him:”Why do you even bother he going to end up cheating on you and you are just going to get hurt.”
Me: ”WTF just STFU and leave”
Presto: Lopez leave her alone NOW!
Got me so mad I wanted to punch him. So he is saying all Marine- all military men cheat. I know what I have and I know my bf very well to know that he wouldn’t cheat on me. I have never had anyone just tell me that straight out. I know I will hear it more as time passes and I know that he keeps proving them wrong. People can just be so ignorant.
YAY!
8 more days!!!! And i get to spend a whole memorial weekend with him!!<3 I couldnt ask for more. I sure miss him a bunch!! Didnt think it was possible to love someone as much as I love him.
Proud of him.
He has completed one year of being a MARINE, which he has many more too come(: I couldn’t be any more proud of what he has become and what make me the happiest woman alive is seeing his dreams come true. This distance may be a hassle but we get stronger every time. I love my boyfriend and always will. There is no man in the world I would even think of trading him for. Many females my age would run from this but I strongly decide to stand by him through his journey. He make me proud every time. We might of had our hardships at first but when something is ment to be you will overcome it and we did. We are closer than we ever been. So baby I know you will eventually read this and know that I am very proud of you and the man that you have become. *Te amo Mocoso*
Didn’t think of it until now. When I was younger this was my favorite to watch and now I feel like how she felt in the ball.
-_-
Every time I hear or read something that has to do with deployment that isn’t positive I get the worst chills, he isn’t deployed yet still have couple months but doesn’t stop me from thinking of it. Even though I know he will be fine and I know he will be strong cause he is my marine and he can do anything.
:/
Miss him!
Albert has planned a suprise vist for me but isnt telling me when it is-_- so I wont be seeing him this week as I hoped. It kinda drive me crazy because I want to know when I love suprises but not when Idk when I will see him again:( I miss my boyfriend a whole lot!:/ I wish I were to open my door and he would be there and I could just be in his arms.
