Life of a silent RANK

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Baby you may be across the world but your heart is always with me. But being apart from you has been hardest, there is times where I cry myself to sleeping and there is times where i am just happy I am one day closer. This just makes our love stronger than ever <3 I count my days until im back into your arms! Come home safe and sound! ONE DAY CLOSER

Deployment: Month down!

I want to share a part of my journal I been keeping for Albert so he can read when he returns home.

…… I want to start by telling you I am so proud of you! You weared your heart on your sleeve as you turned around and walked towards that bus, knowing you wont see your family for months nor me. You stood strong and

Love is patient <3

I made a Deployment journal:D So he can read when he returns 1st months down few more to go! One day closer!

Deployment week#3

Heck yea time is going lil faster!!:D Even tho we still have bout 5 months to go but its okay gatta stay positive ONE DAY CLOSER! Tomorrow the 3 weeks will be over and we will start on week 4. I did his halloween care package:D it was so much fun and feels good to know i can spoil him rather than him spoiling me which i love <3 I still break down and cry like a baby but I know with him I have to be strong. Writing him letters and keeping myself busy has helped so much! At first, i didnt think it would of been- i dnt wanna say this easy but i can tolerate it better because I know he is doing what he love and I am so proud of him more than ever! I cherish every little thing that he does and says. I love my baby! <3 At first when other S/O would say “keep yourself busy” I would get so bugged because i heard it alot but GOD DAMN now I know they were ALL right! Keeping myself busy has helped so much! Ah thank you to all! taking day by day!!:D Love him and miss him more than anything in the world. Im not complete w. out him by my side.

Deployment week #2

I was going to do this ever 2 days but I been busy with school so Ill do it once a week or as often as I can..

So i been lucky to be able to talk to him even if its through messaging him I hear from him in the morning and in the night. I know he is safe and doing what he loves. I am grateful to have an amazing man by my side. Even though we are apart we are only getting stronger. We are getting engade when he comes back which I am very very excited and married in a yr and 1/2 after that so I am super anxious! I love this man with all my heart and soul. It gets so hard not being in his arms but the wait is so worth it I know it!!! He has proven it to me over and over I have to no doubt. One day closer <3 I made goals for myself to accomplish while he is gone plus he and I want me to dye my hair so im excited for that:D He completes me in every way !!! I LOVE MY BABY!!

Deployment day 5&6

It hasnt been easy for couple of days it wasnt either but i was able to text him and talk to him but know I dont :( Today I miss him even more. Its the kind of day that i need to be in his arms as he tells me everything will be okay. Its hard, it never easy:( but I promised him I will be strong and I have been trying my best. He is my strength to wake up everyday and go through my day. I love my baby!!! And being away from him is the hardest think I have had to do. But the hardest part was done saying good bye now I am one day closer to being in his arms. I been trying to get destracted but no matter what I do i will always think of my man day and night!!<3

Deployment day 3&4

His family has been on huge distraction which i am grateful for or else i would be going crazy just laying in bed. Albert told me last night he might be coming home 5months except of 7months made my night i hope so much!! I know its been one week but already feels like forever I want to hear my baby’s voice. My shopping will now be of buying him things he need and wants but i love the idea, since when he is here with me he spoils me so now i can spoil him even if its apart:( I know it will make us stronger and we will work thro it together. He is my strength.

Deployment day #2

OMFG! So Albert’s mom and lil brother are staying at my house for the week. And I woked up to getting ready for school and I see black chuck by my bed {Albert always wears black chucks but those were his lil brother’s}, *for a sec. i forgot albert wasnt home* so I yelled “Babe do you want b.fast before i go to school” then I remembered he isnt home he wont be home for 7 months, oh my heart burned and I just cried and cried:/ Will I be having these kind of moments alot?:(

Its been hard waking up and falling asleep without him. I have all pictures of us on my wall i just stare at them wishing he was here. I hug his shirts that smell like him just wishing i could be in his arms. I fought my hardest battle when I kissed him goodbye

Going to go see Albert at Camp Pendleton this friday thru sunday! Im excited:D Yet have no idea what I will be wearing! I want it to be perfect:8

Watching “Coming Home” always make me tear up

Smile and enjoy<3

When a anon is being so sweet and nice and you just want to know who they are.

Might be going up to 29 palms and see my butthead(: Im excited now Im wait if it will be a forsure thing! I need to feel his arms around me!

Night #2 Sleepless night w/out him

Since Albert had told me he might be deploying next upcoming week I have not been able to sleep.. I keep praying to god that no matter what to look over him.